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| It Takes A Village and The beautiful Bow Valley. Photo by Mason Neufeld |
Do you ever feel like you’re on a dock, looking out at a big sea and wondering what it is like?
Maybe you even went as far to dip your toes into the waters of the harbor.
Maybe you blinked, and a succession of moments whirred by. Now you’re in the middle of that big sea amongst its waves and its glassy waters and its storms and its sunsets.
In December of 2018, I think my toes were in the water of the harbour. I was eighteen, and had been climbing for about a year and a half. It was quickly becoming more than a fun weekend activity. I had recently returned from my first American road trip, and was beginning to understand my own vision of my climbing and where I wanted it to go. I found myself most satisfied off the beaten trail. The world class sport climbing crags of my original home, The Bow Valley, didn’t quite feed the rat the way they once did. And the rat was hungry. I took the often spoken words of “endless potential” in the area very seriously, and began to gaze out at the endless seas of limestone with dreamy intention. Hiking to whatever caught my eye, I would believe in every undeveloped pile of choss right up to the moment where I could touch it (and take it with me), and my “dream line” would crumble. The questing kept my spirit warm in those shockingly cold months of early winter in Canada. Plus, I learned at a young age that unicorns must be believed in to be seen, and I stood firmly by this principle when looking at limestone cliffs of varying quality.
That December, Christmas came early. My friend Kyle and I were on a wintery ascent of Heartline, a classic rock moderate on the west side of Heart Mountain. On the morning of the second day of our climb, beautiful rays of light shone on the east side of the valley. Above the dense forest and amidst a collection of rambly, snow covered cliffs sat a bullet like slab, completely free of snow- or any visible features for that matter. It didn’t sparkle like the rest of the dusted slopes. From a distance, it was intimidatingly blank.
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| Kyle and I's first view of the cliff. |
A few weeks later, my friend Bella and I quested up the west side of the Heart Creek Valley with a rough idea of where the cliff was. It took us three hours and a rappel that missed the cliff entirely, but our day ended with Bella disappearing down a rope we fixed off of a tree and breaking momentary cold silence with “holy shit! Holy shit! Holy shit!”.
When I rappelled in for the first time, I knew that I would spend a lot of time in this place. I was totally entranced by the setting. Even the three hours of post-holing to get there was magical. As Bella and I crunched moss under powdery snow, we marveled at how remote it felt despite being so close to one of the Bow’s busiest summer crags. We joked that we had entered a different realm, and that this may be the place of a mystical Sunday Morning Book Club for Lions, Tigers, and Bears. The Book Club became the nickname for the crag.
Perched hundreds of metres above the west slopes of Heart Creek Canyon, The Book Club is a twenty five metre tall by thirty metre wide slab of some of the most beautiful stone in The Bow Valley. Upon first seeing it up close, I screamed with excitement. The exposure below my feet was exhilarating. I imagined feeling the wind and the green blur of tree tops as I edged dime-sized footholds. I imagined whippers into the open air. I imagined the beautiful movement that would allow passage up this wall. It was even more intimidatingly blank up close. I felt a profound feeling of gratitude and connection with the natural world. This was not something to conquer, but a place to learn from, cherish, and experience. I tried to hold on to those virtues throughout it all. I both succeeded and failed at this.
My personal discovery of The Book Club made me believe deeply that my climbing could transcend from activity into a practice of art.
My friend Tyson and I spent many winter weekends swinging around The Book Club looking for holds and dodging near-misses. We borrowed a drill from our friend Niall, and later another one from our friend Michelle. After a few weeks of laughter, snowmen, and many cigarettes, we had sunk the handful of bolts we had into the wall, equipping one route each. One of my best friends and I had beautiful unclimbed projects right beside each other. It was special. We knew it and savoured it.
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| Tyson Martino and I. Indian Creek 2019. Photo by Sarah "Berta Boy" Johnston |
The winds of change blew me away from the Bow Valley before temperatures were warm enough to try the route in earnest. Most of the sequences remained elusive that spring. I wanted a process, and I got a long one.
I blinked. And a succession of moments happened. I was fully cast adrift into a violent sea of dreams. I went to China on a life changing trip. Then back to Squamish and another American road trip funded by a line of credit. I blinked, and I had grown from an entertained teenager into a committed twenty year old apprentice to the craft.
Whenever I was passing through Canmore, I would wrangle whatever friend was in town and head up to The Book Club to continue my journey. Holds broke, and what I presumed to be the crux—at about bolt five—remained puzzling. More sequences were unlocked, and more remained elusive. I was deeper and deeper into the process of climbing a line that inspired me to my core. I blinked, and was in the big sea a younger me would look out and ponder at. Storms or sunshine, there was nowhere else I wanted to be. The Book Club remained a guiding waypoint on my horizon.
Just before the pandemic came to Canada, my hero-turned-best-buddy Jim Elzinga saw me cooking some oatmeal outside of my minivan-home on a particularly frigid morning. He invited me to his place for warm espresso, and we began ice climbing and training for our individual goals together consistently. Then, the world turned upside down and Jim was one of the few people in my social pod. Our early pandemic days were like a Rocky Balboa montage. We fucking raged.
When it came time to climb again, I ventured up to The Book Club with my friend Ethan. Feeling the confidence from hangboarding and the reverb intimidation from Jim screaming at me to try harder during our training sessions, I began to learn the nuances of the cliff. Little ripples demanded absolute trust to be usable. The pain of the razor sharp edges was not be wished away, but to be relished; even sought after. On that cool spring day with Ethan I almost did all the moves; I couldn’t muster the courage for the top runout to the chains. The process slowly continued. It started raining in Canmore and the thought of linking all the moves was laughable, I simply wasn’t there. I ditched the Rockies for my summer home of Squamish. My long distance love affair with The Book Club continued. The last casual passing-by mission was with one of my dear friends, Luke Dean. Luke is easy to be around and stoked to the moon. He was the perfect partner for the day. I was nervous. I really wanted to do all the moves and move on in the process. He steered the direction of the day into a positive place with his music, jokes, and shouts of encouragement. I pulled all the moves out of my ass, shaking like a leaf on the final runout, which was determined to be purely mental and totally safe. It was possible, but still felt eons away. Luke, the undying optimist, denied this claim of it being far away. He told me if I was serious about it I should just give it the devotion that it deserves, and see what happens.
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| Wise Luke Dean. I have no clue who took this photo. Probably Sam Tucker. Maybe Tyson? |
It had been over a year since I first bolted the route. It was too hard for me to be treated so casually. There comes a time in process where you either hone in or risk it diluting into a “what if”. I was at this crossroads. No more dipping my toes in, when I had already paddled out to the high seas. His words turned gears in my head, churning out big questions. What are you willing to give? Are you okay with committing, and failing? Does this matter to you?
I had to put my cards on the table.
In September, I quit yet another part time job in Squamish and with the undying support of Mason, headed east. I was done half-assing this rig. I wanted to live this dream. I was a man on a mission. We zoomed to Canmore, and then up the hill to The Book Club. Trying to ride a manic wave of commitment, I fell almost immediately, and couldn’t make it to the top. I was frustrated and felt defeated. Mason pointed out the classic trap that I had fallen into; just because I “cared” didn't make me entitled to the outcome I wanted. She talked some sense into me and encouraged me to try again with less pressure and expectation. I did, and had a lot more fun. Right! Fun! I tried to shed my entitlement and honour the pure vision of the younger me; that younger me, looking out into the sea of the unknown.
What’s the point of casting yourself adrift if you ask the open ocean to be as comfortable as the beach?
I began a motion of devotion. Alone— where I would nerd out on the subtleties of the movement and learn about humility in such a grand place—or with Mason and friends where we would laugh and fall and laugh and fall. Each day, I would hike up the mossy hill to the wall of my dreams, and continue where I left off. Progress is not linear. I was falling all over the route at seemingly random places. The links I was making didn’t make much sense. One day, out of nowhere, I did the entire route in one hang. Maybe Luke I was right. Each day I would talk with Tyson on the phone; he was in deep on a project of his own elsewhere and we would give each other updates and encouragement. He told me to flip the switch. Perhaps it was time to write the final page.
On a day of great conditions and energy. Mason, our friend Kenton, and I, hiked up to the wall. There was magic in the air. The beautiful process was coming to a close. It felt like a storybook ending of a day. Kenton and I blasted music as Mason positioned herself on a line to take photos and video. I blasted off onto the blank wall focused and determined.
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| Photo by Mason Neufeld |
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| Taking a lil baby whipper. Photo by Mason Neufeld |
My skin needed a rest, and I needed to step back before I fell into an overthinking cyclone of pressure and expectation. I didn’t want to feel frustrated again, and knew that stepping back was the next move. I escaped to my childhood wonderland of the Ram River with my Dad for a few days of fishing. Fishing, like climbing, is often just a fun way to spend time with people you love. After two days, I felt refreshed, still ever consumed by the blank wall of limestone that lurks above Heart Creek. I was excited to return and try to see it through.
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| My awesome Dad, the man who taught me to explore. |
The following morning, Mason, my Mom, my Dad, Matt, and a few strangers and I pushed my minivan onto a rented U-Haul tow dolly hitched to my Dad’s truck. People showed up for me, and I was both embarrassed and very grateful. After getting the van to my folks place, where it could sit while its fate was determined, Mason and I decided to go back up to The Book Club. My goals had radically changed and I was just trying to gun it to the crag without breaking down in tears.
Mission accomplished! We were psyched to be in the company of each other, and Matt, who was busy bolting two more routes on the wall. Conditions were far from perfect; it was hovering around zero degrees and there were some angry clouds lurking up the valley. I didn’t care anymore. Things had been put into perspective. It was less intense now. I thought less about how I wanted to feel. I just wanted to go climbing and enjoy the place with my friends.
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| Photos by Mason Neufeld |
It went by in a blur I do not remember. I remember grabbing a very small right hand at the end of the crux and being completely numb, but not falling. I made it to a stance where I was more on my feet than my hands, and hoped for the blessed phenomena known as the “screaming barfies”, where warm blood enters frozen hands in a flurry of pain and nausea. Warm hands follow the pain.
The “barfies” never came. My hands stayed numb. I began to lose the flow I felt through the crux, and it turned into a mental game. I reasoned with myself that I had nothing to lose, and I might as well believe in each hold as though I could feel it perfectly.
After a couple tricky sequences, I did one final hard lock off and was standing on my feet, with four moves separating me from the anchor. It began to snow fat, wet flakes. The flow was completely gone, replaced by a sort of warrior mode. One committing sequence between closing the book or turning the page to yet another blank spread. It was time to honour the dreamer with action. I mustered the courage to continue, celebrated a little early and almost blew it, and clipped the chains that I had equipped a year and a half earlier.
For a long time, I had imagined what it would feel like to clip those chains. I imagined the glory and happiness. In reality, it was mostly underwhelming disbelief. I asked Matt and Mason if I had hung on a bolt or grabbed the fixed rope. I couldn’t believe what had happened. My hands warmed as I lowered, and the reality that I had just climbed the route set in. It was a beautifully turbulent process, and it was over. All at once, I learned, yet again, that life is about process. Completion is a bittersweet part of that process. If you get it right, it isn’t a moment of relief. It is a sort of death of an experience that has taken a life of its own.
To strive, to seek, to find, and not to yield. (Tennyson)
I was lowered to hugs. We celebrated.
Matt smiled, and said, “So, what is it called?”
I looked at my friend and girlfriend, both smiling big. I thought of my parents and their unconditional love and support. My mind drifted to Tyson and all the times we froze our asses up here and ran down the hill for a cheap thrill. I thought of Luke and his goofy grin. I thought of all the other people that had brought this vision to life in some way. Michelle, Niall, Ethan, Dane, Jim, Bella, Kenton, Emmett, Liam, Chris, Jacky, the random people who pushed my van onto the dolly, and all the homies who wished me luck and kept the fire burning.
I had tossed around a lot of names over the year and a half, ranging from blatantly vulgar to social commentary on the systemic racism that plagues our society. In that moment, I could only think of one phrase:
It Takes A Village.
It does seem as though I blinked, and a succession of moments whirred by culminating in a reality that was once a big, intimidating dream for other people to live out. It does seem that way, but I didn’t blink. I was pushed to go forward and helped back up onto my feet when I fell. I was believed in, and frankly by circumstance given the privilege to live an arbitrary, artistic life.
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The snow came down hard. We moved ten metres to the left, and in the midst of an Autumn blizzard, I belayed Matt on his first attempt on a line he envisioned and bolted.
THE BOOK CLUB is a rappel accessed crag that currently has one completed line and three open projects (as of October 10). It is a scrappy, adventurous crag where all are welcome.
In my overstoked opinion, it is some of the best stone in the valley, and offers a unique climbing experience. When I was in the process of bolting It Takes A Village, an older local told me that it “shouldn’t be another clip up”. On that note, none of the routes are total clip ups, and more reminiscent of Smith Rock’s bolting ethic. This place has a much more adventurous feel to it than other crags in the area and I believe that is part of what makes it special. If you like trying hard off the beaten path, welcome home.
All that being said, it isn’t a reckless place to rock climb.
Not wanting to sandbag anyone, I did all of the moves ground up “onsight”, hanging the draws before pre hanging and extending the top two with double length slings for redpoint attempts. It is exciting, but totally awesome and safe. The setting of the wall and the climbing itself feels so wild, and I wanted my personal experience to be of the same breath. I was looking for a mental challenge as well as a physical one. You will probably climb it, and call it a clip up, and me a coward!
(As of October 10 2020) The bin at the crag has both a rope to fix for rappelling and jugging out, as well as a rope to lead. I also left two double length slings to extend the last two bolts of It Takes A Village. I hope you do it better style than me, but having those draws extended is nice. The anchor has a brand new locker and non locker on the respective bolts. All you need to bring are 10 draws, a personal anchor, a grigri, and a device for ascending the rope (jumar, microtraxion, etc.)
Seriously, it is such a magical place!
To approach:
Hike to “The Bayon” crag at the back of Heart Creek Canyon.
Once at The Bayon, circumvent the crag climbers right and follow a trail up an obvious drainage. Take the first obvious path up a short hill on the left (washed out dirt, less than 2 minutes from Bayon) When it flattens out, immediately go right up a ridgeline following a small but good trail. The trail weaves slightly left and onto another ridge feature, and then switchbacks its way up a steep hill. When in doubt, head straight up. Eventually, you should come to a lower cliff band. There is potential for moderate development as well as a couple of Bayon style hard, short routes. Circumvent this band climber’s right until you can go upward in the trees to gain a crest. The view should be totally bitchin’ by now. Head left up the crest you’ve gained toward the top of the hill you are on. Once at the top, you should see a green bin in the clearing.
Instructions are in the bin for how to get to the rappel access, but I will also describe it here.
More or less head straight toward Heart Mountain, it should look like the ground drops away quite dramatically. Follow cairns to the most perfect looking “J shaped” tree. Fix your rope on this wonderful tree and thank it for its service. What an awesome tree! This tree takes you to the anchors of It Takes A Village. To the climber’s left is Bookend Left, an open project bolted by Matt Sourisseau. To the climber’s right is a project bolted by the prodigal son Tyson Martino which has a lot of question marks surrounding it and I don’t recommend going for it yet (might need a bolt). Further right is another route bolted by Matt, Bookend Right. There is a rope across the base that you can use to skirt your way. Practice caution rappelling and skirting your way around the base of the cliff. There is a pesky rodent that loves ropes down there.
The cliff is east facing and gets morning sun.
Try hard, have fun, and take care of your friends and yourself.
Nat Bailey
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